Who am I without the roles I play?

Under normal circumstances I teach two classes, mentor guys one on one, work as an electronics tech, attend vocational class and set up for programs each week.

Quarantine has largely taken those roles away. So what is left? Who am I without the roles I play?

Feeling unmoored helps me realize how much I rely on the structures and service opportunities in my life. It’s a shift from the selfish way I lived on my way to prison. It keeps me grounded and humble. It also keeps me busy.

There are still opportunities to be of service without the classes I teach and guys I work with. They just take a little more effort and sometimes I have to accept being me without the things I do.

Underneath it all there is love. It’s clouded by fear and impatience but it’s here when I sit still long enough.